It's been 246 days since we first met. We've had a lot of ups and downs, some laughs and tears, and general good times. But I think we both know what's going to be at the end of this letter. We used to be close friends. Well, I guess. You used to be my close friend and you used to like me more than that. I guess with your attitude the past few weeks it's the only real reason you kept me close.
I wanted to start out by apologising for my attitude during those months where I was stressing out to the max. You were there for me, maybe only for your own gain, but you were a shoulder to cry on. online, it was easy to talk to you and tell you how i was feeling, but in person I felt suffocated. You would constantly tell me how you felt, and I couldn't cope because I did not feel the same way. So I tried to drive you away physically, usually by hitting or punching you. It was wrong of me and I know it. But I did say that I did not feel the same and you wouldn't really listen. We're both at fault here.
Next I would like to let you know that I'm done being your friend. I know I was annoying during the day of the party, and that you're jealous because I'm with someone else, but pushing me out and treating me like dirt because of it is inexcusable and I will not stand for being treated like dirt anymore, those days are over. I will still be nice to you, as I have to be and because I do understand your position, but I will not trust you with anything personal anymore. If you cannot be happy for me then you really need to grow up.
Lastly, I hope that you find happiness in your life. Just because I'm done being your friend does not mean I have to be stupid and child-like, and I do believe you deserve happiness as do all people.
So this is it. This is our goodbye.